16th Apr 2008

i'm back i'm back.....

i cannot express how happy i am with both feet on mainland..

for the uneducated, i was "overseas" for an "adventure camp"

haha shant say too much in case i get shot at

i am shagged. no seriously, shagged

its a fun yet tormenting place but i'm glad i'm out :)

thank God i'm still in 1 piece

thank God my loved ones are all still safe:)

blessed be Your name

26th Mar 2008

well its down to the remaining 17 days to my last glimspes of freedom...been spending everyday as its my last :) but i have yet to run or go train my horrible looking and oddly pouching body....ok details are pretty accurate.

i caught vantage point yesterday..those of u who havent watched it...i am strongly recommending the show..haha its a very unique and special action and triller show and i'm sure everybody would definately like it :)

i spent one whole day today happy... i think i need to change my philosophy...its right to be angry at the right time...or people will climb all over ur head and go overboard.......and u'd still hav to apologise..what is the world becoming to ? thanks i'm a walking advert for fancl again

20th Mar 2008

the final farewell, at least for now :(


today is the last last day i'd work in sch :( i wanted to end earlier to rest and really hope my health comes back instead of all the headaches and slight fevers :(


today started off very nicely i did my usual routine of shouting " MORNING" to Ariana :) haha the kids dun really noe its my last day so i din get many goodbyes hehe


the teaching staff brought me out to pasta mania for lunch today. very nice of them to do so and they gave me presents!!! :)

above are some photos i'm jus lazy to arrange them :)

19th Mar 2008

today is my last 2nd day in sch : ) its
really been a fun experience here and i"m kinda unwanting to leave

all the

--> Playing with the trolleys
--> laughing at all the funny ppl in the office
--> trung and ariana at the front desk
--> typing stuff
--> moving stuff
--> arranging stuff
--> lookin at the kids
--> talkin to some of the kids
--> listening to them sawing away at their instruments
--> videoing
--> tapping my access card
--> sticking " Please flush " at toilet walls
--> sawing bamboo poles
--> looking at people's table doodles :P
--> talkin to the teachers and staffs
--> listening to the "hotline"
--> reliefing PE lessons :D
--> saying HI to the kids
--> PK's Softtoys
--> shouting "MORNING" to Ariana
--> the fax machines and printing stuff
--> uncle william and his wonderfulll comfort food:D
--> all the coporate staff people who are so caring and warm to me :D
--> all the lunches i had in sch
--> all the lunches i had OUTSIDE sch
--> all the computer stuff
--> pasting stuff with blutack
--> drinking coffee or milo thats not mine
--> changing the water drinking machine
--> cutting paper
--> making the whiteboards

sigh so many stuff i'd never forget haha soon i'd go back i suppose anyway today the coporate staff brought me out for lunch at tis chicken rice stall along katong...first and last time i'm having lunch with them :( so sad right? and the biggest irony is that i realise all the glorious food in katong only on my second last day at work:( thats even sadder :( anyways
PK and Stella and Georgette gave me a goodie bag of food:) fav!! haha chocs and gummies and cookies thanks so much!! haha okok tmr's the last day... the kids dunt noe yet...hope everything goes well hehe

okok i noe its long since i last typed something haha work was v busying and i am usually beat by the time i reach home and i sleep at 9 so i dun usually use the com...hehe but today's special cos i took a off day to rest and recharge...i'm still tired tho...working is so fun only when u have no work to do! Hahahaha

today i made more chocolate cornflakes! i made them with xuan :D:D so they're prety much sweeter and more delicious to me! haha but they were made for xuan's tuition kids cos they said the ones the I ( super emphasis ) made were super nice..i enjoy bakery! so mayb my pay will be invested in a oven besides the Bass i wana buy..

i would be terminating my contract on the 20th of mar... mayb all the long travelling hours and all the lack of sleep has constituted to my declining health cos i usually have huge migranes and stuff in the middle of the day when i'm workin...haha work stress ? mayb not....workin there is super fun and relaxing ! ahaha i jus need to be slightly more efficient i think! aahah i cant wait to sleep for 3 days and wake up refresheD!! i need the rest...i really do! hahaha

i would be goin bac to kaixuan for training!....cos they're selecting the team for the nex torney, i dun wana take part in that torney cos its for people who worked hard and were always there for the training...they're goin thru a rough patch and i jus wana go train with them, support them and well, commit myself again....but i dun wana look as tho i go back jus to get selected for the torney, or that i go bac jus for playing in the torney......kinda regret that i disappeared without a trace....mayb if i stayed on and helped out educate the hirachey mayb less of such stuff hav happened...the club is made up of the players and not only the coach...i think dade has done a terrific job there, but seniors like me have failed to carry on the tradition, WE have failed KX....not dade....i feel very remoursful, yet i cannot turn back time...so mayb now when he is educating the nex generation of xiaodes, i will commit and help out to bring in the family mentality again, the KX spirit we used to share again...

i always feel so small and unappreaciated and unwanted...mayb its because i'm borne like that, unwanted and unknowned...mayb the depths of the earth will provide me with the questions i dear seek that sometimes prematurity is the best example of immaturity.

in between swears, that all famous line is always forgotten between people...when the going gets tough, people's temper and people themselves get going...AWAY from you lol..

2 months seems like very long for me but i've learnt many things so far...Always comsider before whatever you do and for the goodness of



i try and try, shouldnt it be time its my turn?


mankind, please BE FIRM with my NO! how i've been exploited with my disability to say no is legendary lol no mayb jus normal...
out of a full moon, only 3quarters are contended whereas the other 2 arnt...open communications' the way but everytime people communicate, too strict or straight, people label you a cowell and too hippocritical people label you a hippo...so hard to construct a nice talking conversation without one screwing the other up for pockey know what reason....its terrible for the morale and its worse for the muscle...if not tied by the morally binding contract, i would have not become what i am today, the peacefull transient me. i feel very terrible and my patience is unlike my God-King's whose are of the highest orders...i really fear mine would escape from within my bowels...please live every day as its your last, make decisions you dont regret and never NEVER take anything for granted...especially me ...thanks please grow up

today i have gone mad





I LOVE TO MAKE CHOCOLATES!!!






today Xuan went to m'sia with SH for some kinda camp and wil only be back on sunday...i slept the whole afternoon so now at night i cant sleep...and decided to try some stuff...

JASON'S VERY OWN MILKY CONFLAKES!

First get the chocolate that u want..i chose milk chocolates this time ( semi-sweet chocolate is the best for tis recipie:D)
i bought this at "red man" at sembawang mrt...one bar within 10 bucks, 5sections each bar.




























Next decide the amount of chocolate that would be needed ( this and the following photo shows one section of the 5 sections in a bar of white chocolate )









































next melt the chocolate over a steam system...DO NOT expose the choc or the plate holding the chocolate to a direct flame cos it will start to overcook and not melt and DO NOT let any form of water touch the chocolates












































set the paper cups properly
















































set the cornflakes and nuts nicely in a bowl well mixed
















when the choc melts till its like a fondue, pour it into the bowl with the cornflakes and nuts













mix well until all cornflakes are covered equally with the melted choc













put each into a cup and refrigerate...about 15 mins or longer..can be kept at room temperature without risk of melting.










This is my version of the recipie i picked up from church so its not exactly a "masterchief's" recipie but its good enough :D
for best effects use the semi-sweet chocolate instead cos its really nice:D


DISCLAIMER : this is my own interpretation and haas not been copied or mimiced or replicated from any other writen document.

feel free to try it:D