Thursday, January 31, 2008

its been 2 weeks and i'm still hooked on "Welcome to the Jungle" by Guns ' N Roses..jus listen to slash cos he's the BAND itself...singing can be better tho

been pondering on many issuses lately since i have alota time especially during travelling.the Lack of school make me want to exercise my brain and i think of all those questions that give you a terrible headache trying to think of it like...

1 ) is there an end to the universe? cos if there IS an End there will definately be something behind that end right and if theres NOT an end then how BIG isit?
2 ) when we die we live FOREVER with God, with no end to it....in life we always look forward to the end. happy times or not we're always lookin at the end...unhappy times we look, and say " i hope this ends soon" and happy times we go " oh purlease dunt let it end!!!" but in heaven we will live forever, something that we cannot realli comprehend cos theres no end to it..
3 ) why does lightning travel in zig-zag and if it goes in a straight line would it be faster than this zig-zagged one?

*OUCH* ok my head is hurting already
still loads more questions that i think i should not share here in cyberspace :P

its only when i start workin that i realise...time is really important!!! my dad bought me a few PS3 games that i've yet to play :( cos i rarely have the time to play once i'm home... but workin is kinda fun and cool especially with cool and er interesting collegues and fun stuff :D

i'm fatter now at 72 kg haha

Thursday, January 24, 2008

as of 24th jan 2008 jason is still trying to find logic in the illogical and trying to make head out of tail.
"Jason is listening to "welcome to the jungle" on utube" u gotta lovethat song
returned from Wendy's cos it was Rob's farewell party but din really do much anyway hahaha jus played ONE round of majhiong hahah i miss my home
today God has really provided for me...one thing i realise is that people always say that "believe in God and have faith that He will provide"... believing is the simple part..but its the faith part that really matters to God...today i was so at ease that i jus started tearing for no reason...for the sake of peace...jus so awesome. sometimes people pray and dun have faith, they "hope" for something to happen.and when they dun get it they go " see i pray and You din help me at all...THANKS"......woeful example of what is actually to be done...
faith is something that cannot be bought but only can be gained thru trials and tests...like faith in a relationship...building up faith in God is really something that gives me a reason to SMILE! all the time...people ask why am i so happy all the time! haha its not that i'm happy happy but more of i know and have faith that no matter what shi* happens God always make everything better
so my final word is...all ye of little faith go forth and grow in God!!!!! :P
IT WORKED FOR ME! HAHAHA THANK YOU FATHER :D

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

operation cameleon was a success...at least i think it was
listening to welcome to the jungle...quirky little song that gets u kinda perked up haha
work is super interesting and interesting so far...get alota funny people around...

thurs 24th jan 2008 gathering at wen's house for Rob's farewell party...

chinese new year is coming and i hav not bought any clothes.... mayb i should go out in a pretty pink suit this time round...love the one i saw at imm giant.:D no i'm not gay.

really tired so kinda blogging rubbish at the moment. it gadgets to do tmr :(

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

22nd Jan 2008

jus finished work...enjoying it i suppose. tomorrow we're making honey water!! oh wells.
working never seems so fun and exciting! mayb its because its the first time i'm workin so yeah i feel totally excited about going to work everyday!

i guess i'd have to take a break soon i guess...poor Xuan everyday nobody pei her so yeah i need to spend some time with my most beloved and yeah take a rest...haha somehow this distance makes the heart grow fonder...i hope:D

i think i'm growing into a man now cos i'm really moody these few days...women hav pms so i think its natural for guys to be like moody and upset or just feel down...haha i feel like a matured man already.. ok kinda random.

facing a few probs still and yeah i hav been praying about it...really brings me closer to God...stil trying to bring friends so people remember me in prayer! only He noes whats instore for me so yeah jus remember me k:D

dun worry i'm not madly happy right now...jus suffering from shock and confusement...cant wait to drink honey water :P

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

i cant sleep and i just dont get it.
the alter personality is something that is highly bendable yes brittle. it can take heavy stretching once or twice or mayb 15 times but people gotta understand that it never really returns back to the same. its like a drop of water that never dissolves...diluting yet porating and adheasive.
its difficult to move from this point of view because of all the complications of the past and yet it really pains to do so
the window of oppertunity is indeed very short-circuited and re-wired
"wroong wrooong" goes the bell
rathered be expired that pre-pired

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

15th dec 2008

ok i have been working at School Of The Arts ( SOTA ) for a very long time since the start of the school holidays.. work from 8 to 6 everyday so actually i dun hav time to blog everyday...
its a very fun and challenging job....mine is to videotape their programme and edit and burn into disc and in pm i will be part of school logistics placing signs like " please flush"

its weird when u wake up so early in the morning and no need to go to school..students at sota are.....well....amazing...just so bloddy talented some of them.well its definately a place to go develop ur talents cos i find the teachers super engaging and approachable....as legendary as e teachers from PJC..and the thing is, all teachers there are so power in their own forms of art and during greeting sessions is less of " good morning mr.... or mrs.... but more of dr... and dr....LOL.

great school...pity i was born 6 years too early tho haha i intend to get their school uniform and pe teeshirt, really arty. hahaha

whichever thing can we hav the best of both worlds? its either less flour or more walkings...its like that. the window of oppertunities have to be developed and more lobbed to realise that! please process and remember whatever it is, nobody would want the pelvis of the chicken...and we always choose the lions share.pls....develop it.