29th dec 2007

today i had a part time job moving bowex from container to the werehouse for kiat's company SKATELINE. it was my first part time job and the first physically inclined job i took.....ok now i have blisters on all fingers and bruises on arms and chest! :P but i'm not complaining...its kindof a very interesting experience where you get to see how much close to nothing studies would apply to in a logistics job...wasted 12 years of my life trying to answer ln3 + lg5y / sin 60x and in the end, my first job exposure showed that such "advanced" maths was useless once outside the classroom.only multiplication and addition was used in any circumstance. people were very friendly there and its a really great workin environment when u can make new friends and really feel helpfull...not that i am not.managed to make a few new friends i guess and the lesson i learnt was that a 40m container is only 40m on the outside, 400 m in the inside :P


recently i keep having many different vibes as to what the battery wants.it shuttles from point to point but never rests on a single socket to establish itself....i dont want to regret from the fittings anymore and yet the different situations really make me feel like lays potato chips on the table..its a painfull process of ripening but i also know that even rotten fruits undergo such demands of the battery....i have learnt that its not how the fruits are selected but its how a seed primarily stays inside the fruit till whenever it deems fit...i wish the ghosts of christmas yesterday never comes to haunt me for yesterday never seems as good as a today of a tomorrow or at least thats how i'm tryin to get the window of oppertunity to establish...

this new year i have made a promise to God that i shall stop whatever detestable i am doing in his eyes and really foccuss on him...its past school and i have no more excuses like studies anymore..the pen will still be filled with ink but if the hand decides not to write anything, nothing malicious will escape from the pen...if the spirit is strong it shall conqure the body and bring forth its compulsions within the body itself before being a light to the world.I MUST STOP.