i always feel so small and unappreaciated and unwanted...mayb its because i'm borne like that, unwanted and unknowned...mayb the depths of the earth will provide me with the questions i dear seek that sometimes prematurity is the best example of immaturity.

in between swears, that all famous line is always forgotten between people...when the going gets tough, people's temper and people themselves get going...AWAY from you lol..

2 months seems like very long for me but i've learnt many things so far...Always comsider before whatever you do and for the goodness of



i try and try, shouldnt it be time its my turn?


mankind, please BE FIRM with my NO! how i've been exploited with my disability to say no is legendary lol no mayb jus normal...
out of a full moon, only 3quarters are contended whereas the other 2 arnt...open communications' the way but everytime people communicate, too strict or straight, people label you a cowell and too hippocritical people label you a hippo...so hard to construct a nice talking conversation without one screwing the other up for pockey know what reason....its terrible for the morale and its worse for the muscle...if not tied by the morally binding contract, i would have not become what i am today, the peacefull transient me. i feel very terrible and my patience is unlike my God-King's whose are of the highest orders...i really fear mine would escape from within my bowels...please live every day as its your last, make decisions you dont regret and never NEVER take anything for granted...especially me ...thanks please grow up

today i have gone mad





I LOVE TO MAKE CHOCOLATES!!!






today Xuan went to m'sia with SH for some kinda camp and wil only be back on sunday...i slept the whole afternoon so now at night i cant sleep...and decided to try some stuff...

JASON'S VERY OWN MILKY CONFLAKES!

First get the chocolate that u want..i chose milk chocolates this time ( semi-sweet chocolate is the best for tis recipie:D)
i bought this at "red man" at sembawang mrt...one bar within 10 bucks, 5sections each bar.




























Next decide the amount of chocolate that would be needed ( this and the following photo shows one section of the 5 sections in a bar of white chocolate )









































next melt the chocolate over a steam system...DO NOT expose the choc or the plate holding the chocolate to a direct flame cos it will start to overcook and not melt and DO NOT let any form of water touch the chocolates












































set the paper cups properly
















































set the cornflakes and nuts nicely in a bowl well mixed
















when the choc melts till its like a fondue, pour it into the bowl with the cornflakes and nuts













mix well until all cornflakes are covered equally with the melted choc













put each into a cup and refrigerate...about 15 mins or longer..can be kept at room temperature without risk of melting.










This is my version of the recipie i picked up from church so its not exactly a "masterchief's" recipie but its good enough :D
for best effects use the semi-sweet chocolate instead cos its really nice:D


DISCLAIMER : this is my own interpretation and haas not been copied or mimiced or replicated from any other writen document.

feel free to try it:D

ok lets use red in the festive chinese new year season! its chu3 today and well andpows have been coming fast and furious so definately i'm not complaining on that part! :D thank God that i have been able to manage thru these 3 days cos i was really afraid that things may not turn out as i really want it to be but thankfully it did :1)
today went with Xuan to catch "ah long pte ltd " a jack neo film...well u noe what u can normally expect from a jack neo film, LOTS of laughter and something that tries to touch ur heart. no spoilers here dun worry...
couples looking to celebrate valentines in a "higher class restaurent" i'd suggest cafe cartell cos the bill normally dosen come to more than 50 for 2...i said NORMALLY hahaha but its rather affordable so do pay a visit and treat ur partner with ur angpows or winnings.hehe
talking bout valentines i'm still clueless nad wondering what i should do...she's so worried bout money if i buy something ex i'll most prob get an earful(tic) haha mayb i'd do the photo album thing...like continue from what she did last year !!! hahaha ok problem solved! can print the photos from william...argue for a discount! hahaha
hope this valentine's day i'll finally get a "X" on my head...i really aspire to have it.what others hav i can only desire better yet its not a matter of quality but the quantity...it gets frustrating alot of times and sometimes gemini takes control of the stars! but i've learnt one thing tho..."crazy not stupid" the catch phrase for this new year..please, don let the fish slip out of the net..