i always feel so small and unappreaciated and unwanted...mayb its because i'm borne like that, unwanted and unknowned...mayb the depths of the earth will provide me with the questions i dear seek that sometimes prematurity is the best example of immaturity.

in between swears, that all famous line is always forgotten between people...when the going gets tough, people's temper and people themselves get going...AWAY from you lol..

2 months seems like very long for me but i've learnt many things so far...Always comsider before whatever you do and for the goodness of



i try and try, shouldnt it be time its my turn?


mankind, please BE FIRM with my NO! how i've been exploited with my disability to say no is legendary lol no mayb jus normal...
out of a full moon, only 3quarters are contended whereas the other 2 arnt...open communications' the way but everytime people communicate, too strict or straight, people label you a cowell and too hippocritical people label you a hippo...so hard to construct a nice talking conversation without one screwing the other up for pockey know what reason....its terrible for the morale and its worse for the muscle...if not tied by the morally binding contract, i would have not become what i am today, the peacefull transient me. i feel very terrible and my patience is unlike my God-King's whose are of the highest orders...i really fear mine would escape from within my bowels...please live every day as its your last, make decisions you dont regret and never NEVER take anything for granted...especially me ...thanks please grow up