okok i noe its long since i last typed something haha work was v busying and i am usually beat by the time i reach home and i sleep at 9 so i dun usually use the com...hehe but today's special cos i took a off day to rest and recharge...i'm still tired tho...working is so fun only when u have no work to do! Hahahaha

today i made more chocolate cornflakes! i made them with xuan :D:D so they're prety much sweeter and more delicious to me! haha but they were made for xuan's tuition kids cos they said the ones the I ( super emphasis ) made were super nice..i enjoy bakery! so mayb my pay will be invested in a oven besides the Bass i wana buy..

i would be terminating my contract on the 20th of mar... mayb all the long travelling hours and all the lack of sleep has constituted to my declining health cos i usually have huge migranes and stuff in the middle of the day when i'm workin...haha work stress ? mayb not....workin there is super fun and relaxing ! ahaha i jus need to be slightly more efficient i think! aahah i cant wait to sleep for 3 days and wake up refresheD!! i need the rest...i really do! hahaha

i would be goin bac to kaixuan for training!....cos they're selecting the team for the nex torney, i dun wana take part in that torney cos its for people who worked hard and were always there for the training...they're goin thru a rough patch and i jus wana go train with them, support them and well, commit myself again....but i dun wana look as tho i go back jus to get selected for the torney, or that i go bac jus for playing in the torney......kinda regret that i disappeared without a trace....mayb if i stayed on and helped out educate the hirachey mayb less of such stuff hav happened...the club is made up of the players and not only the coach...i think dade has done a terrific job there, but seniors like me have failed to carry on the tradition, WE have failed KX....not dade....i feel very remoursful, yet i cannot turn back time...so mayb now when he is educating the nex generation of xiaodes, i will commit and help out to bring in the family mentality again, the KX spirit we used to share again...